This past few 10 or so days have been some of the roughest I have ever witnessed, felt, plowed through and just been in.

My husband and I's dear Friend Tim, so close he was and will always be family, To my children

"Uncle Tim" .

Well Tim which I will never be ever be able to put my head around left us Friday evening of his own will. It was a shock and completely devastating.

Sat morn Matthew (my husband) was contacted from friend stating Tim never showed up for a weekend of work and that was enough for Matt to get the chills and know that something was not right, he went to the home and after a few hours of pounding and getting some others their they broke into the home to discover Tim had left us.

I know that I will be forever scared from this and I did not witness the actual act like Matt did. I can not even begin to imagine what is still in his head and how scared he will forever be.

See Tim worked for us in our store and my husband spent 30/40 hours a week with him and only him, he was the last person to see him and say goodbye and he was one of the first to see him in his end. Why Tim did you have to do this?? Why???

We all loved you so incredibly much.... I just hope that you have found peace at last and know that you will forever be in our hearts!

I wish I had just one more moment to see your smile, have you call me Lele. Its just not fair that you took yourself away from us. At the wake 538 people sign the guest book.... that many people you touched! I swore I would not cry today!!!

WE all love you Tim!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!